Anyway if you don't know what I'm talking about, the 'final-version' of Jesus Is the Way isn't so final. He threw in a much more difficult intro for me to play and honestly I couldn't haha. So many notes! Well at least I learnt something from that, when playing, always try to find your notes close to each other i.e. don't be afraid to use the open strings too. It'll come in handy. Trust me.

Anyway on a more sad note, my grandma kinda hurt her back and really can't do much now without being in pain. Today I gave her a call and she couldn't help express her joy in me calling her. Well when I declined to go see her today due to my own selfish reasons, I was left pondering how much she really would love to see me come down to visit her. Honestly I felt bad at that moment. As though I'm being the evil grandchild of the family; not wanting to care for his own family.

Well I do not really have any good justifications for not being there with her but rather just did not felt like going. Well throughout the day I only could think of how I could pay her back. Maybe one of these days I would just drop by to help her out. Maybe do her chores or something. That'll be nice I think.

Actually my grandma didn't just hurt her back. She has two more fractures in her spinal cord. Notice how I said new? Yeah, she had two before these two more. I'm starting to regret how I didn't go see her.

I can't shake the feeling that she's already thinking of her final resting place. You know what I mean? I hope she isn't. I wouldn't want her to think of resting just yet. She doesn't even know Jesus yet. Well she knows, but like she's catholic so there's the whole Mary-thing going on. Which I shall not discuss here for the sake of peace.

I would definitely want my grandma to live her life to the fullest and not go out due to sickness or in pain. Maybe more ... Peacefully, that's the word.